I finally got my long-desired shoes!! =)) no pictures till after prom.. haha.. I went to fareast with my mummy after church yesterday to buy it. Got some belts at a steal as well. heh.. can't wait to do new year's shopping after this whole A'levels, TheEdge, Seniors' Night, RAYs camp... so many things coming one after another, leaving me with no time to breathe except for now, before the last last paper! Anyway, I doubt I have the time to carol with the choir already.. will watch them instead... I don't have the time to rehearse with them before the actual carolling..sigh.

Well, the last few days, I've been slacking alot already, apart from doing a few bio mcqs each day. haha.. I started watching Cinderella Man. =)) Although it's not highly rated by some people and didn't appear to have high viewership in Korea, I'm still watching it because of Yoona & Kwon Sang Woo. heh. halfway through now.. haha.. Shall have to cut down these 2 days so I can do some studying for some weaker bio topics... then after thursday i'm done!

Oh, I got my provisional approval for relief teaching! =)) Shall go to PEPS, RV, ACJC to apply... though I would really want to try teaching at PEPS.. haha.. see if I'll get to meet Ps Thom's son Josaiah and be colleages with Auntie Mee Eng. heh. I saw some other job offers in the healthcare field(do admin work la..), Superdog... haha.. I'm also thinking of working at Udders if all else fails.. who wants to write in for these jobs with me??

1)Healthcare admin: http://sg.jobstreet.com/jobs/2009/11/default/20/2179086.htm?fr=J
2)Healthcare admin: http://sg.jobstreet.com/jobs/2009/11/default/20/2177143.htm?fr=J
3)Superdog: http://sg.jobstreet.com/jobs/2009/11/default/20/2177760.htm?fr=J
4)Udders: just go to their website and checkitout. =)

I really gotta work somewhere to pay for half of my driving lessons fees. talking about that, should I do auto or manual?? sigh...

A levels is about to come to an end... with just one more paper, bio paper 1!

BUT the distasteful fact is that i have a 10 days break in between and because of this break, I CANNOT GO TO EAST TIMOR!! coz if i don't make it back for whatever-the-reason-may-be, my entire bio grade will be forfeited! AHHH..

oh wells, there'll be other chances.

Anyway, chem paper 1 was the most horrible paper ever. Some didnt complete it; I rushed through the last 10 qns in 10mins? and now worried if i filled in everything of left one out and shifted all my answers up from that qn onward.(a lil hard to understand but i just gotta rant.) but it can't be helped since it's already submitted...

went window shopping with some class girls after our papers yesterday...we didnt like walk for super long and yet my feet felt super tired. Maybe it's the heavy bag... i saw a pair of shoes from Tangs that is like what I'm planning to buy but it was so expensive and it's troublesome to just try when I'm wearing shoes & socks. haha.. anyway, was planning to maybe wear a hat for prom but guess i'll forget it and use the money for a belt.
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on the whole, the A'level journey so far has been fulfilling not in the sense that I did well for all my papers. Rather, it was a period where God wanted me to depend on Him so badly.

A week before my papers, I fell sick. Had a major runny nose/blocked nose. The doc said there was a lil throat infection but it didnt feel like it at that time. That week, I had to continue studying under the drowsy effects of my flu medicine. Thank God, I kinda recovered during the week of exams. Having a choir tour jacket also kept me really warm in the exam hall but there were still times I had to like blow my nose or suffer from some runny nose still in the hall. However, I think God was really with me during that week where I had 7 out of 11 papers in 5 days! Each time I step out of the exam hall, there's is just a calmness and peace that fills instead of alot of worries or anxieties.

2nd week of the exams I only had chem p2 which felt good as I thought it kind of salvaged the paper 3. haha.. but this 2nd week was abit more relaxed after chem paper2. Had to study for Bio paper 3 and spam chem mcq practices. However, I think I didnt actually fully recover yet and this time, I really got throat infection. Did my papers yesterday with a sore throat. Yes i've lost my voice AGAIN. the 2nd time this year... sigh.

But just on Sunday, Pastor's sermon on pain was really good. It led me to think about my illnesses this period. The msg was that pain existed from the beginning because of sin, because we're always in the 'bondage of decay'. And we experience pain now but only to see God's glory shine through in the future. At this moment of pain, we musn't be deceived by the devil that God is punishing us or anything like that. Instead, God is actually always near us during our 'painful' season and caring for us. It's whether we see it or not. How true it was for my case as I saw that when I was sick, God was really near me and calling out to me to depend on Him! yea..
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I won't be slacking too much these 10 days... musn't be complacent for bio paper 1. After that, I'm truly done!! =))

Today was a rather emotionally intense day, I would say. It was Baccalaureate Service for the class of 2009. It practically marked the end for the 2 years of JC life in ACJC especially. So many 'last's took place(some of them yesterday)...

the last time singing for morning ensemble - for real,
the last time going for assembly and trying to be punctual for it,
the last time we get dismissed from the hall to our first class venues,
the last time going for tutorials -whether we enjoyed them or not,
the last time attending lectures marked out on timetables,
the last time sitting with choir in the morning during assembly,
the last time walking from buona vista mrt to school in the morn and walking that road back after a day's lessons with great company,
the last time we had a sit-down-together time with ms Azlina in our base class venue...

The service itself was meaningful and got me high instead of feeling down with all the song-singing by the student leaders. Following that, there was all the hustle and bustle of students strutting around school, giving gifts or taking photos for memory's keepsake... My class met at our base class for the very last time and waited for Ms Azlina to come meet us there. She finally came and got these bags filled with her love for the 24 of us. We then slotted in the pre-written notes for each special individual of 2SC6'09. I gave out my giant pocky sticks & heart chocs too. =)

As we later stood up, one by one, to share our thoughts of being in the class the 2 years, there were so many things that really touched my heart. Indeed, 2SC6 is a one special class that may superficially has split into a few cliques here and there. However, I'm sure deep down in everyone, we love each other much and believe in the strength and unity of this class. Deep down inside us, we believe our class is ONE still and that's more important than anyone else? Anyway, after saying my own share, as I heard so many of them speak, this song just popped up in my head. Strangely, it was just 2 days ago I heard it and yesterday, thought of it again. Then today, as it came up, I thought yes, that's the sentiments I have for the class.



Because You Loved Me (Cover by SNSD Taeyeon, SeoHyun)

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Thank you SC6, thank you choir as well for teaching me to always seek to bless & not impress. Thank you for loving me. =D
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On a side note, class outing today was highly successful! Whee~ looks like we're bonded by the murderer game too. hee.

I've turned eighteen years old. Wow. I've lived my life for eighteen years; and out of these eighteen years, perhaps only 4 years of my life where I truly found a close relationship with God although I've attended sunday schools and church all the eighteen years.


Well, I remember on Friday, 18th sept, when my classmates gave me the 3rd installment of the surprise, Jocelyn asked me,"Do you feel older?" At that point, I just thought: Being 17 or 18 doesn't feel much different. I'm still in JC, attending school, wearing a uniform, still in my 'teens'... except for the fact I get to watch M18 movies legally ( not that I ever sneaked into a cinema for an M18 movie before.. haha). It just felt like a very routine thing to celebrate birthdays year after year, without thinking too much about it.

Never would I have thought this perception could make a 180degrees turn overnight, and further develop over these few days.

On friday, I deeply felt the love of my friends and the people around me. My classmates showered me with strawberry surprises and absolutely unthinkable presents; my sec4 classmates also celebrated it for me this yr even though we're not like in the same class; then at night after town hall meeting in church, RAYs sprung a surprise for me as well by presenting me with strawberry shortcake and josh's elegant butterfly card. That surprise was really quite well done seeing that I didn't suspect a single thing and I was even so gullible to be 'lied to' by shalyn earlier that evening. THANK YOU ALL for the surprises.

It's the September school holidays once again!! My favourite month of the year is September. Guess why. I'm sure it's not hard to guess the reason so.


Anyway, prelims went pretty okay for me I suppose. Not say that the papers are easy or otherwise, but rather, I just felt at peace after every single paper, be them 1,2 or 3, geog, gp or chem. haha... I told myself, & I told God, that I'm just going to study whatever I can, prepare whatever I can in the time that I was given(actually, it's perhaps more of the time I started to give myself). & I'm not going to hold too high an expectation for my results to come. Of course, I would really wish for at least Cs for the subjects. The reason for the not-so-high expectations I made for myself is that I know that I just want to do my best for this exam and not get all fretful or overly morose over bad results. It's my own gauge as to how far I need to progress before the big thing really arrive at my doorstep. It's my marker genes so I can identify the sequence in which I should concentrate on. (heh, can't help but add in a bit of C.S.I. knowledge here!) So there, now, i'm happily enjoying my good break before the mad rush comes out again.



Oh yea, last monday, I went back to RV with a couple of my cosinettes to visit the teachers! Ms Dora Lee has left sadly and Ms Tan's also gonna leave at the end of this year to work in MOE. quite sad but cool huh? haha.. she says she'll invite us over someday before our male species of the class enter army! YAY! Took photos with her, mr chen, mr chan(forever the lovable geog old guy :D)...forgot to take with Lam Wan when she found us at our table when we were at the canteen. It was a great time to be back at that campus. Felt a rush of nostalgia as Huimin and I went to the gallery of the hall to watch a part of the teachers' day performance. haha.. Well, I shall be singing with RVCS for the opening at the new school building next year! Can't wait for it.. =))


Then on last friday, it was AC's teachers' day celebration. The reason they had it so late was because they wanted to wait for us JC2s to end our prelims first... =D The performance was quite good. The emcees were really lame though...cannot tahan! haha.. but the band was good very lively and well, choir wasn't as fun as ours last year but well, they did a good job in singing the songs well! Had a surprise celebration for ms Azlina. she prob thought we were just giving her a teachers' day celeb but NO! we're also giving her a belated birthday celeb! and i'm so proud of 2SC6 for working together to finish all the pages for the months for the calendar we made for her! Eunice, Yiming, Jenni and I met on thurs, the day before to do the sheets for the months and the cover and our own designated pages.. took the whole day but it was fun and worth it! haha..

Sat was alumni welcome tea which brought the J2s together once again.. well, I would prob join alumni for just certain events i guess but not for AEWF next year because I really want to be able to enjoy listening to my juniors this time round. =) then on Sunday afternoon, I went to Mrs Tay's house after church. It was a J2 gathering at her place. She baked yummy pizzas and chicken wings as well as prepared nachos with specialty dips! Then there was a WII frenzy in the house as pple took turns to play WII. I didnt play though. haha.. Anyway, her house was really nicely furnished and I like the layout. Because of her projector and screen in the house, I suggested something to my sis for their new house and Terence said they'll likely use my suggestion! =))

Okay, I'll leave another post for something else I want to blog about. It'll be off topic to blog that in this post. haha..

I can hardly find the drive to come to the blogger homepage, log in, and click on 'New Post' as I used to do a few years ago. Maybe it's something called growing up...?


Anyway, the reason I finally started 'penning' this post was that I have to eventually stop my procastinating and post some thoughts of mine regarding my RAGs journey as well as some recent happenings.


Well, I was sharing with Ps Sok Hwee during our last mentoring about the RAGs musical journey for myself. Indeed, it may not have been as 'intense' as some of those who were heavily involved in the acting and props. Yet, for me, there was a different sort of lesson that I learnt along the way, during inviting and also on the day itself.

I was really surprised that some friends of mine agreed to come unexpectedly. It really took me several years of opening invitations before some friends are able to come for a church event. Then another classmate of mine also agreed to come even if it means coming alone! Fortunately, another classmate came along with him. =) There may not be like big numbers of friends who came but still, I consider it all a breakthrough since it seemed so easy to invite this time round. This, I believe it was all God's work. What amazes me more is the work done in my friends' lives after the musical. From one, I was told she was glad to at least know God more and took home some lesson from Ps Guna's sermon that day. From that classmate of mine who readily agreed, there was even more amazing things! About 2 weeks later, I learnt that he accepted Christ! I really praise God for that for I knew He was using me as His instrument in paving the way for that classmate to meet God. Even the musical was part of God's big plan and purpose! Wow, I was completely astounded by learning all these.

Another lesson I learnt was to be ready to take risks. This resounds one of the church camp take-home. =D It was my FIRST time participating in a church musical, and I dedicated this FIRST time to being a STAGE MANAGER. Never have I done something like that and it is a really important job for I had to be the connector between the stage as well as Deeben, the director. Smoothness in transitions depends on our communication very much, so I was definitely stressed. Besides, I only actually came down on the thurs before the actual day to watch the rehearsal and familiarise with the scenes and the sets. And only one try with the walkie-talkie and everything on the sat rehearsal at the Main hall. I can only say it's God who helped me coordinate all things well. Prior to it, I've been praying and surrendering my abilities to God and just wanted to let Him take control and by His grace, He really came through. =D

Praise the Lord for His ever abounding grace and mercy!
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Remember in a recent post, I mentioned about needing some clarification? Well, God did speak to me during the worship retreat that I ended up going for since I thought it would help me to hear from God better without distractions and in a place with just one focus. During Pastor's sermon on serving in the worship ministry, he mentioned that our calling does not just mean a calling to serve. Instead, there's also the calling to BECOME, BELONG & then to SERVE. This really spoke to me. I've been struggling to come to a decision whether to stay in Chinese worship team where uncle Tommy recently asked if I could perhaps lead a team next yr, or head back to main service worship team & train as worship leader for main service. Now, instead of asking God where should I serve, where is my calling, I will ask Him,"What are you calling me to become as I serve in worship ministry?" From there, I believe I will get the answer of where to go...
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I finally came and finished this post. It was actually started sometime ago... haha.. Anyway, tmr's the start of Prelims. GOD BLESS whoever visits this blog and is a J2 from AC! I'm just surrendering it all in God's hands and just trying to finish up all the topics for the subjects as much as I can... Let God do the rest. =)

Alright, so school has started. And i'm currently slowly trying to get into the school-time sleeping hours and switch my biological clock back to norm.

Guess what? on tuesday, i just got my 1st D.C.(detention class!) haha... people must be wondering, whatever did sarah do? well, due to my own insensibility on monday night, i went to sleep late(1amplus?) and i suppose my body was contented with my sumptous korean meal and also exhaust. Hence, i didnt hear my alarm ring AT ALL. Plus, my mum thought she saw light outside from inside her room and so she assumed i was up, eating breakfast. But she found me out only at 8.10am. Fortunately, school starts at 8.10am on tues and i'm not like few hours late for class. haha.. daddy was nice to fetch me to school and i reached at around 8.50am? yea.. it's quite awkward to walk into class late. sigh...so i obtained my 1st and last(it will be!) DC ever. It's not that bad tho.. mr Lau was nice and the environment was really good to study. haha.

Anyways, i'm starting proper, real revision. =) Prelims are coming soon, august 17!! and they're following the A'level schedule in sequencing the papers. Geog's first! it's got pros and cons to have that first. I'll leave that for you to figure.
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Right now, i'm fasting dinner together with the musical cast. And after reading today's devotional from the 40days devotional bk, I figured i got to fast my 'youtube watching' during that time too. yep. So i replaced it with studying other than the praying.

I trust God will come through this Sunday. =D

On another note, i need some clarifications from God now... shall blog about it another day...

sarahluikitleng`
eighteen
19091991
child of God, my provider

things that cheer me up;
i love to sing, and im severely obsessed over butterflies, strawberries, purple and lime green. i love my beloved eeyore too! =)

hates&dislikes;
but i simply cant stand coffee, celery and creepy crawlies!!

dreams of having;
braces;
small&handy bible;
brown leather backpack/any nice bags!;
black, cream leggings(ankle)!;
a cardigan;
do well for As;
tour`europe;free&easykoreatour?





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